Drowning Deeper in the Abyss

The pandemic went hard, to me and to us and there is no doubt about that. all of us were affected especially us students. the opportunities we should have has been taken away from us. we haven't experience the high school life which is supposed to be the best part of our school life. our studies were interrupted and was forced to stay inside our homes for safety.

I was one of the many students who suffered during pandemic, whether it was financially, mentally and many more. my grades dropped very low during pandemic. it was hard as I had to learn everything by myself and too shy to ask help from the teachers and my fellow students. I was behind, I passed my outputs and module beyond deadline. I did not learn anything and I will never learn anything in that situation. it was scary as I thought that my future was surely ruined since I always depend my happiness and satisfaction to my grades. Failing my grades means failing life for me back then. I was thankful that the teachers were understandable back then and always extended the deadlines, I was relieved that they made sure we were not left behind. I know it was hard for them too but they still helped the best they can.

Passing the outputs were simple and so was getting my modules done, but I had a very hard time doing it. My body would not cooperate and it felt heavy to even hold. a pen. Answering the modules became a very hard task as I do not know anything, I can't seem to process what I read and I can't function well. I do wake up, I sleep more than 8 hours but my body felt tired everyday resulting in me procrastinating. I always do my modules last minute as the pressure is what makes my body move.

I thought that was the hardest year of my life but then when I was in grade 9 it became much worse, the teachers helped us and they did help a lot but the lessons were hard and I could not keep up and felt I was left behind for sure. it came to the point that I stopped passing my modules, I was not proud of that but the pandemic ht me hard.

My studies during pandemic were disappointing but I can not take back the time so now I would just do my best to do well in school and make myself proud again.

REFERENCE:

Major Depression on the rise among everyone, new data shows. May 11, 2018. Retrieved on November 8, 2022.

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